JayWalkRay

Fail Man

2011-02-12T22:05:00.000-08:00

He knows that she dislike people gambling, especially her loves one. He is feel that he failed so many things. He failed to feel happy at time as he believe to have been stressed. He failed to take control of his mind cause he can't stop thinking. He failed to cheer her up at time when she need him? He failed to be a stronger n better man. He failed to get her things she likes, in his mind he always wanted to get all those things she likes but he is unable to, due to some reason. He know at time she want some things to keep by her which is given by him. He is just nobody and why he keep thinking of becoming somebody which other always think " that impossible ''. Just because he wants a better life for him and his family with her. He is not addicted (please truth him). He just want to get away from stress for awhile. it is not about the gambling, it is not about winning or losing. It is about the games. He did not mean to nelgect her. He still loves n care for her. He really does, He really loves her. He really mean it. Sorry for for the nelgect and anythings that he had did wrong. truthfully sorry. At time, we understand everyone have stress, most people will use divertion or do things they likes to move away for stress for awhile. But what he mean here is that he really do loves her deeply truthfully and nothing can replace her. Nothing.

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P.S : Sorry Girl, hubby understand that some of the things i did had cause your anger. I know what is it. I swear i am not addicted to them. I am sorry. This does not change my loves for you. I still loves you as much and i really do. Sorry, I loves you. please forgive my mistake.

Loves,

Ray

2011-01-27T15:03:00.000-08:00

Guess What???

I am Snake-ing now. I had been near 5mth in the Company and it is really bad. I guess i really dislike the job as well as the company. Share a little background about this company i am in, with you.

So it's goes like this. Company Shutdown due to holiday such as Company Trip/ CNY AL(Leave/no pay Leave) will be deducted. Company Trip, company only pay $500/- the rest self-pay still must sign contract for 6mth. Then different department is not supportive at all, Blame pushing around. Many things UNDONE. Manager have no knowledge on products, If i ask her, she will reply (erm... i don't know, you go check the book or ask your senior). i don't understand how on earth she can be manager. Not forgeting, if i visit a Doctor outside and get an MC it will not be counted. I would have to replace the MC as a AL or no pay Leave. If i visit their company doctor, company only pay S$20/- the rest of the fees will be self fork out. If OT till 8pm + most of the time, company will not pay OT salary ( but OT is a Must). If Late for 6min to 15min, company will not hesitate to cut a few dollars from your wages. Company price is also 2-5 time more in the market and they expect a high sales volume from us. That the reason the more i stay, the more stress i will have. But at this very moment, I had to stay till atleast March or April for the sake of our New HDB flat which is in the 2nd stage, which is choosing the unit and doing the Housing-Loan.

Not forgeting to update, me and my girl had just apply for a flat in Punggol ( Punggol Topaz ) and we had gotten our Queue number. Our queue is 182 out of 542 unit. Our selecting of unit should be most prob in Feb or March.

It have been busy and stressful for the past weeks. That the reason for not blogging till now.
CNY ahead, Birthday ahead, Study and exam ahead. School ending in Apirl =) House selecting ahead. A new chapter ahead, I hope for a better life ahead =)

Wishing everyone a Happy Chinese New Year.
Blessing for my family to have good health and good luck.
Blessing for my road ahead to be smooth with my girl.
Blessing for my friends to be happy daily.
Thanks for everythings i have and for more better days ahead.
Forgive and forget the past.
Learn and apply in the future.

Ray Chua,
Happy Chinese New Year

EMO, FELLING LONELY

2010-10-21T23:35:00.000-07:00

I hope people can understand me, please!!! It is so hard to please everyone. Please, someone tell me what to do. Advise me to what should i do and how should do things/ manage time/manage events and problems. Is there someone ever though of how i feel and what my feeling?

I hate to reject people or tell someone off but i hate to been sandwich too. It is hard to be nice all the time and thinking for others at times. life really suck big time. someone please save from all this.

To my girl:

I am always trying to please both family members and my girl. Time is always the big problem. I know time is less to acompany all or for all. I am always trying to plan things out. But I am no superman. I am really really under pressure. Time for work, school and most time i left with will be trying to plan for my girl. but due to different in work time, time bacame scarce in between. I really can't change anythings, the only things to change is only if i dont work. Sorry girl this is what deep in hubby heart. Hubby want you to be happy, always trying my very best in all mean to make you happy. I know after a 6 days work week you really want a day of hubby for your own. I really understand. But due to my dad request, I hard for me to say no. I understand you will feel down. I hope you understand at time is not hubby don't want but things and events always came the wrong time.It is even not enough time for me to react. I am sorry for that. I could only say I am useless cause i really no superman. Hubby really hope girl is able to pull through all those with hubby to our future, and not leaving me alone to handle things. All I will ask for is your support, understanding and encouragement. All those will be enough to keep me going. Thank you my girl, loves hubby.

To my parent:

I understand time spend is less. I don't to compare with other. But have i not done enough? what is really expected from me? am I useless and heartless in your heart? So what if you said you have brought me up till now i am? It still does not mean that i have and must kill all my events and help yours? This is a request and should not be a demand or force act (THERE IS NEVER A MUST). Why do you guys always think that your events or things are always more important that mine? Have you spare thought for me and what i my feeling? SO YOU THINK YOU ARE ALWAYS RIGHT? (THERE IS NEVER AN ALWAYS RIGHT). I am just showing respect. So you feel that bringing me up till now and doing all those, working so hard because for the family, for me? So i have to "help" in whatever unconditionally in return to so call repay all those??? So I am the want to blame afterall? If I don't help I so call selfish? Heartless? If you feel that you had done enough for me. So from today on ward, I will proof to you, I will be somewhere there without YOUR HELP and I SWEAR!!! I am no longer a kid. I will not rely on you anymore and this is what you said to me. I will proof you that I can still live on without YOUR HELP. Don't think all things that you do are always right. And not only remember those things that your do for me, please go and think though as I do stand out to help when the family need help.

LIFE SUCK BIG TIME. I HATE MY LIFE. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? F**K!!!

I FILL THIS POST WITH TEARS, ANGER, DISSAPOINTMENT AND PURE FEELING.

Life

2010-10-10T22:51:00.000-07:00

For anyone who is reading this post. I am just sharing a little piece of my mind, not refering to

anyone.

Have anyone thought of how you want to lead your life? What is the needs and wants in your

life? what is your goal in life? what will you choose is life, time or money? and what are you doing

now?

Let talk about a normal life. Why can't human life be as simple? In fact most of us are not doing

what we like in life? Sorry, if anyone do not agree with me. We have too much of the "wants" in

our life and those "wants" are never ending wants. In result, that why everyone is working so

hard to achive every little "wants" they have in their life to make them feel happy. But are those

the real happiness or is just an act? Think about this, aiming for all the big "Wants"(eg. Branded,

big car, big house) in life by working, do not get you far. 1st get all the "needs" in life such as a

simple shelter the time with family and a little saving. Next think of doing things you really like

to do. We just live life this once. If you have the chance or even find the chance, why not try

doing something you really like or love to do? And not just doing what you don't like just because

to achive the "wants" in your life. Think about this, most people do things and get things just to

show to people around, "this and that is what i have in life". But should that be the kind of

happiness one should have? in this case everyone is just actor and actress. Doing all those things

to show other. But have you did thing for yourself? for your loves one? Those i feel are much

more important. Stop spending on things to show!!!

What i have to say is, you are working so hard bt at the end of the day those are still for other.

Your boss, for people around you to see. Where do you think you stand and what have you really

achive?

Think of this when you are down. When you came to the world, you came with nothing. So every

little things you have is aready an achivment. When you have this thinking, you will be much

more content. You will be much more happy and things will be easiler.

Do somethings for yourself, think about that. =)

Lost

2010-07-28T00:45:00.000-07:00

LOST

As i had just recover from sick. This month it is really not a good month for me, things does not went smooth for me. Start of the month my gal fell sick and ward for 4 days. During that point for time, i sold 2 machines and now 1 is returning. I really need the numbers and yet my cousin is not doing well when he had quite afew appointments running in result of been his driver, i am not able to run or find more customers. So i do not have much appointment to run too.

The very next moment. Fever, flu, sore throat, bodyache and headache found me at the same time. They attack me so badly and i was down, really really sick. Sick for almost a week. Thanks to my caring wifely, she was there to take care of me and i did not work for a week. Also not forgeting that my exam is around the corner, it made me more stress.

Thinking of time, cashflow, study, cpf, career, Flat, car, a better life, future and so many things... I suddenly feel so lost. How i hope i was still a kid with no stress and having a carefree life but that is part of growing up. So i lost this time round and feel lost too.

Suddenly so much things happen during this one short month. Suddenly feel so lost. I lost the mood to work, I lost my path is life and i do not know where i am heading to. I need the light!!!

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After sharing this little though i have with my wifely, i somehow feel better. Hope Tomorrow Will Be A Better Day. Always look on the bright side of life, Just Do It. Please show me some light.

Loves her always,

I Hate Taxi Driver

2010-06-26T00:35:00.000-07:00

Today, I am back to work after 3 weeks of reservist. Reservist was really a waste of time. Doing nothing or doing shit task and got shit scold ng on my last day. I mean really they should use their brain to think, we are here to help redues their job and we only got paid peanut about 300+ buck and please don't expect a 3000 job done ma.
-.-''ll

And one good news, my girl got her promotion yesterday and i was so happy too. =)

As for today. I really want to said that i hate taxi driver so much. Sometime i really don't understand how those people get their licence. They drive like nobody business. Cuting into others lane without signal and putting other road user in danger. As most accident always involve taxi. As to today after my normal working scope. I send my girl home along Bt. Timah area, driving at the speed around 60+ km/hr. I was checking my blind spot and suddenly my girl shouted the next moment i turn back and jam break the cab is like only few Meter infront of me. I was told by girl that the cab came out suddenly and we nearly bang into him. I shock the both of us. That is realy a F**King cab driver. I was so piss off. If my girl did not shout, i think i would have bang into him aready. Lucky nothing happen. I Really Hate Taxi Driver. Please go and retake your driving lah.

New

2010-06-20T01:41:00.000-07:00

My gal is doing her night shift again. I know she use to like it in the past in ward 11/12 as it is fun and enjoyable. Now, it is always the shift she hate the most. It is always busy and hetic. And i don't like it too because in the past we are still able to chat, Fb, Msn and Msg. Now nothing at all because she is too busy. But most importantly is that she don't even have time to rest. Seeing her tired really hurt. Always not drinking enough water. Always skiping meal. It really hurt for me to see her tired, sick and lack of sleep. =(

I will always pray that her night will be smooth. Missing her badly. Must take care at work okies my baobei. Hubby loves you.

Last night, we when to YT Mum booths at scape. Althought was quite a short meet out, it is always great meet this group of peeps. Today meet Wx and Alan too. After sending my baobei to work seeing her sad and tired =( i hope i can be there with her to acompany her at work but i can't. Sob. We went to town and walk around. Then we drop by new shooping mall opp Scape. We found an intresting new game so we played. It is really a great new exp. It's call the Billi-Bowl. Really drop by to give it a try, is really fun. It is a mix of Pool and bowling. =)

Baobei have a smooth night okies.
Everyone goodnight.

2010-06-18T13:55:00.000-07:00

It really had been long not updating my blogs. My blogs is not dead yet just that not alive always haha. Those weeks not updating as i am quite busy as well as quite lazy. Had been working seven days a week. Doing re-service as well as coping with my job and study. I believe in working hard toward achiving my goal. I sure sure get there as long as i play on.

As for my love life in really great. I have a lovely wife to be. Always there for me hearing me out. I hope 1 day i am able to give her the life i promise and she can relax and not working so she wont be always so stress at work. Thanks you baobei for been there with me. let now work hard together toward our a better furture for us =). I loves you and happy 31 months tomorrow.
Loves Muacks.

As for family, I am aready galdful to have a happy and strong bonding family. Helping each and other to cope with the different task in the family. Thank you my family members for all the support and warmness you guys have given me. Loves.

As for friends who are close to me. I also thanks you guys for been there for me when i am alone or bored. Sorry although only at time i am free to meet you guys. Still thanks for the acompany =). group to name (Xiang and group, Zun and group, Max and more).

Thanks to all those people that make my life meaningful. Thank you all. Loves

Sign off,
Ray Chua

2010-05-19T00:26:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating =p

Things have been busy now days. my blogs is not dead yet. I will be back now and then =)

having a new job, alot of things learned durling the past 2 and the half month. Meeting all kind of different peoples. Why do peoples make it and you don't?

The mind set of not giving up is the power to most things, it is the key to most doors.
Just start thinking when other can make it and why not you?

So start thinking, are you weaker then other in any way? are you lazy? what is the things that other have and you don't have? Learn those point from them?

The asnwer is simple. It is call "WILL POWER". which is the power of controling your own mind for thinking of those that can be done and it will be done 1 fine day. No matter how slow you reach your goal, as long as you will make it 1 fine day. A slow person does not mean a loser. As winner is a person who does not quit when they face problems. they will sure find the answer to the problem . So be a winner and not quit from problems. =)

For my new job, i as well set a new goal for myself and only me and my wife-to-be know i think =) (i will say out only when i did it and i am not going to give up)

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Today is our 2 and half years anniversary / 30 monthniversay.

Here, i want to tell the whole world i loves my baobei ANNA more and more each day.
she is my hyper, caring, loving, lovely, cute and pretty baobei. Just that she dun handle stress well but is sure better in handling then the past =p =). I wish her good luck for the exam and return to be my hyper hyper gal =)

at the end of my post, I want to say.
BAOBEI I LOVES YOU NEVER ENDING. HAPPY 2/Half Years Anniversary .
MUACKSSSSSSSS =)

For her

2010-04-05T23:11:00.000-07:00

This is a post specially for my lovely girl. Thank you for going through the hard start up with hubby, thank you for the on going support for me, thank for the cheer with me when i close a deal, thank you for the non giving up and cheering when my day do not do well and thank you for believing hubby in my new job that i can do it. Without you, I might not have the courage and fighting spirit to do so. All because, i have your support. I move on well without fear of failing..

Sorry, I knew that i had spent too much time on this job. Sorry if hubby neglected my baobei at times. Hubby will do something about it i promise. All i want is a earn more to start of our very own family and my baobei don't have to work so hard. Hubby want to give you a good life and that my goal in life. That you, you are my goal and my strenght to carry on. I LOVE YOU. truely, deeply, madly.

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Is a good start of my new job for last my with the support of my lovely. I did not bad. The best part is when she cheer with me for my small success. I always love her. 1314. 3344. 19112007. 521.

With Love,
Ray

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2010-03-30T14:16:00.000-07:00

I think my baobei... sure will be nagging as i long not post ... past few week busy working ... new job still quite not bad =) atleast happy working... =)

Last week celebrated kenny Birthday and also having lot of fun event =)...
we went to bt. timah for big big pizza ... that nice.. after we went prawning ...

erm... i dunno what to post le haha... okies la... i think i shall end here...

My birthday

2010-03-08T23:59:00.000-08:00

Today is my birthday. My 1st day been 22 years old. Time really flies and i can't believe i am actually 22 le. Anyway, today i don't have the feel of birthday. Maybe is just because 22 is no more suprises le. It mean old le. I really have to thank my beloved lovely baobei for been there with me throughout the years and this is my 3rd birthday that she have celebrated with me (there are more to go). Today is just a simple day (birthday). I woke up in the morning, i saw her by me, we went for a simple lunch, carry on as plan to go for singing, buying some stuff and head home. Really simple right =). After dinner, she head home and i head to school in the same bus. And that a simple day on my birthday. but afterall I am happy to spend my special day with her and just her. =) thank you baobei, thanks for everythings to have you in my life. Hubby Loves You. We will grow old together. I promise. I LOVE YOU.

Steping into 22. I have afew new changes in life. 1st, haha the change of my age -_-''! .. 2nd, change in job. 3rd, change in better future plan =). I am sure got to change for a better and happiler life together with my baobei and family =) so I will work hard toward my goal. =)

I have to thank my family and baobei because they are my strength and support of my life, they really support and brought me so far as i am today. Thank you all my beloved family and baobei.
I Love You All.

Next, thanks to all my close friends that have been with me for so long. without failed for some of them to be out there with me when i am bored, lonely and needing help. I really appreciate and thank all of you for been there for me.

And last but not least HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF. =)

Missing you

2010-02-18T18:35:00.000-08:00

I miss my gal so much. I just want to share every little things i have done or planing to do with just her and only her because i feel that i am not doing things alone. We are as 1, 2 as 1. i will want you to know what i am thinking in mind rather then keeping it to myself. I need support, i need idea, i need comment and i need you.

Sorry, i know sometime i just dun get into the right thing at the right time. That the reason i need you. i hope dun get angry. I love you.

I just miss you so so so badly. sorry, i keep msging you when you are out with friends (sorry). I just miss you too badly. Every call that came in, i hope is you. Every Msg that came in i thought is you. I just feel like seeing you msg or hearing your voice to cure the fact that i am still missing you badly (feel like crying). I feel like seeing you at a moment. I feel empty suddenly at a point. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU DEEPLY.

Browsing our photo, flashing back events of our happiness and joy... made my heart smiles.
I just feel i like seeing you my gal.

I LOVE YOU Gal.
Sign off truefully,
With Love.
JWR

I am sorry

2010-02-05T23:45:00.000-08:00

I am sorry. As i know i should'nt had raise my voice but just kind of expolde. I blame myself to create the rush but i had no choice, cause with what i had promise to deliver some chores and i had to fufill. Follow by the same problem that always lead you to get piss off and stress lead the same to me. As i always wanted to play my role as a good partner to cheer you up as you were down and help you stress so stress but i failed =( . Trying to cheer you up but i got push always. So i step always for awhile. Again i tried, but i failed again. Having to feel the coldness and got push always again. Suddenly i feel was me to to blame as i created the rush of time for you. Feeling sad and down then feeling to anger vent on me as i counld not cope so i expolded and raise my voice (sorry).

For all this, i apologize to my dearest beobei. Sorry, cause i really care about you. I feel so sad seeing you stress and down. Sorry, to had you tears falling becasue of me. Sorry, i failed the role of cheering you up and had you cried because of me. Sorry, I am a bad bf. Sorry as I really love you deep from my heart.

I Apologize. I LOVE YOU.

Jan

2010-01-17T01:50:00.000-08:00

Hahaa , I am so lazy to update my blogs...

But really i had miss out updating so many things...

like the count down with family for 2009 at viovo city...

also the many outing with my lovely baobei...

then our planned perchase for our iPhone also not forgetting is out with girl mummy...

changes in work place for many times during the pass few months...

having facial together with my baobei...

going for foot reflexolongy with baobei at city sq...

Joining so many great birthday party too...

and so much more to go =)

Is really a new year and time really files... I promise i love love my lovely baobei even more each day =) thank you for been there with me throught another sweet year =) and we will have more sweeter year ahead together =) I LOVE YOU... Muackss...

JWR LOVE AMR... Copyright.

2009-12-29T23:46:00.000-08:00

Having to see my baobei is a great thing but having to see her weak and sick is a heart breaking sight. Yesterday went out with baobei for movie and shopping. but she was having a mood swing, she looked quite down the whole day. We watched Alvin and the chipmunks 2 then atleast i saw her smiles. and next was when i had a phone call which i mixed up and don't know what i was talking, that is when i saw the next smile. i was trying hard to cheer her up, but i failed. so i kept silence, then she tickle me till i smile and she smile too. It was so hard to see her smiles yesterday. Baobei i dont mind how much anger you vent on me but i just want to see you happy. I will still try my very best to cheer you up just because i love you. No matter how, where, when, anytime of an event i will still love you deeply with no change. And that love is deep from my heart. I LOVE YOU.

This morning accompany baobei to settle her bank account name changes stuff. Next we head to pasir ris for prawning from 3-6pm. That was long since we last went prawning. I hope she really enjoyed the trip. During the stay there and also on the way back, baobei was feeling really unwell. she was having a heavy headache. seeing her weak and sick really had my heart hurt. When we reached back home, she was so tired and weak. the next moment i saw her she was already lying down on my bed resting. So i took some medicated oil, applied it on her head and rubbed her head, hoping she will feel better. Then we had our dinner. After dinner she went back to rest again. About an hour later, i woke her up and sent her home so she can have an early rest. It really hurts to see my gal sick and weak. Gal must recover and get well soon wor. Hubby want to see my hyper baobei and say goodbye to jelly wor. I LOVE YOU. Rest well my dear.

MUACKSS, I LOVE YOU DEEPLY.

2009-12-24T23:59:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, you just don't have to spend alot to be happy. Romances don't build on how much each spend but the kind of things together they did. Joy can be found just by having two lovely one doing simple things together where "those" are unable to buy from. As simple as scrolling down the street hand holding hand, sit by the beautiful lights looking around, meeting eyes to eyes. Chat and laughing all the way like nobody business. that is the kind of love and joys at times can be found simpliy doing things together with your love's one.

With Love to AMR by JWR.
Copyright.( :p )

2009-12-17T01:15:00.000-08:00

Had been 2days not seeing my gal... I miss her badly, i know she miss me too... I know my gal have been pushing hard by stress around to a limit where breathing is hard... i know she is faceing problems that require her to kill lot of brain cell and how i wish i could solve it for her... hopeing i could just share her stress by half so she can relax alittle more... If i will be there at that very moment , i will hug her tighly as i could to let her feel the warthness... i would ask her to tears out on my shoulder so she can feel better... i will kiss her on the lip and say silly gal, hubby is here... wanting to remember she will always have me by her side solving anythings and everythings with her... and wisper in her ears saying ~ I love You baobei....

P.S: I LOVE YOU....

(sorry, this post can be mushy)

2nd Anniversary

2009-11-22T23:40:00.000-08:00

Time really pass so fast. Finally, me and my galgal went throught so much and there we had just celeblated our 2nd Anniversary a lovely one.
It's really a great day out. As plans, we head down to chinatown for spa at about 11.45pm but yet learn that the spa had close down. That does not affect our day much. With a sudden plan we had in mind, we head down to bugis to take some neoprint as we had not been taking it for long.

After the neoprint session we went down to collect our trantport for the day =). Gotten an old honda civic. Got the car we head home to fetch our birthday boy penguin =), and not forgetting the bungle monkey gang =). Follow by drving down to cathay for the next 2 events that we had plan earlier.
Which is lunch at rui ben chu. Then the movie "2012" . it was really a long move as we got our butt numb and stuck at the sit for about 2 and the half hour.

After the show we head down to Esplanade to take more photos, walking down to merlion for ever more =).

By about 9pm, we carry on with our main program which is eating Smelly tofu, stingray, satay and more foods =). After all those nice treat we head home to galgal house and that put our day to a beautiful ending.

It a lovely, Beautiful and remembrance anniversary for us. JUST HIM AND HER =).

Once again Happy 2nd Anniversary to my lovely baobei. Hubby loves you for life.

P.S: I LOVE YOU.

(Link for photos at my galgal blogs - http://anotherlifestories.blogspot.com/ )

thanks you laopo

2009-11-04T00:12:00.000-08:00

I am so happy to see you in front of me, but in other words heart pain in seeing you so tried and you still made the effoct to come all the way from work to my work place and going home from so far alone all by yourself... (happy yet heartache) thank you my baobei for doing this for me... I loves you truely, deeply, madly...

At time, i feel like asking you to go back and have a good rest but at time i feel like seeing you so much... kind of feeling gladful to see you but sad to see you so tried... how i hope i can stop the time, control those moments or even have a pair of wing... so i can see you any moments and be by you went you need me badly...

P.S: I LOVE YOU. Thank you laopo for been always here for me for 1 Year, 11 Mths and 15 days , I will loves you till the end. Muacks.

my baobei fall sick

2009-10-29T00:51:00.000-07:00

Today my lovely baobei fall sick... I worry so much for her... at 1st i ask her to consult doctor. she dont want, so i keep nagging her to ... just only until she cant bare the pain then she go. she went to lot 1 to visit the doctor... but i feel so sad because i cant accompany her to the clinic when she is sick. only able to worry and hope she's fine ... Right after work i went to grab 3 breads, follow by rushing down to her place to see if she is safe and alright ... seeing her weak body and dragging her leg to walk, i felt so sad... how i wish i could bare those with her... only if i am able to.... what i can do is to sit by her side, hugging her tight to give her a pair of warm arms... massage her weak body for her, hoping she will feel better... cheer her up just to let her forget the pain... seeing her smiles made my heart melted... all these are worth it... cause i simply love her... I want and hope she recover asap...

Baobei must recover fast okies...so must rest more wor... i want to see my hyper baobei soon =)... I love you deeply...
Muackss...

10/10/2009

2009-10-10T00:25:00.000-07:00

09/10/2009 (Friday)

OFF DAY/ GALGAL DAY

Yesterday, really enjoy and relax myself to the max...

Start off my day with waking up to see my galgal in my room =)

Then we did some room/house cleaning together...

Some Vaccuming and mopping =)

left house at around 2.20pm to FarEast... that is our 1st stop, gal brought some stuff there =)

then we went to shawhouse isetan to shop around... after that shop, we brought some chicken chop and Kimchi and we eat along the way while walking to TAKA... reach TAKA, we went into to ZARA to check out some clothes... tried out a few different design and found 2 simple one, but it was out of stock. so we went over to wheelock to get it... and there i got myself 2 tight fitting t-shirt ... haha those are also my 1st time buying those tight clothes =p

After getting my tops, we went for more shopping =) the next stop was heeren ... and there gal got herself a t-shirt from Flesh IMP =) and next was our dinner at BOTAK JONES...

As we finish our dinner we went to OG to get some stuff for galgal and there come weizun's call... we met them and it was a sudden change of plan for us ... 1st they plan for a movie but there was no slots available. so they came out with a random plan... which was to come my house for board games session... and we carry on for that.... upon reaching my place, we started playing the game BANG! it last from about 10pm+ till 1am ... as the day come to an end i really thank weizun for sending my baobei home safely ...

we end the day with good sleep and sweetdreams =)

and that's a wonderful off/rest day for me and my galgal =) i knew she enjoyed too =)

I LOVE YOU GAL...

2009-09-23T02:20:00.000-07:00

What a nice day i had today =)

Start of my day with a sales of $500, then carry on. although sale was not good today.

But my gal just lighten up my day ahead with alittle surprises with a big effort to prepare me a lovely bento for my dinner =) although those are some simple dishes but it mean alot to me =) because that was cooked by my lovely gal. That effort is really the thing that counts and worth =)... by the way the bento is so sweet and nice lor.. and thank her for the lovely meal she prepared and brought all the way to town for me... i am really touch and happily finish every bit with smiles =)...

I FEEL SO LOVELY AND SWEET FOR THE WHOLE DAY... I LOVE YOU GIRL...

2009-09-09T23:59:00.000-07:00

I kind of quite ok with the place i am working now as i feel more relax not so stress as compare to Bishan Best J8 ... it is like war everyday runing and catching customer for sales... most promoter their are evils.... as if you sell something, they will come with super black face and like want to find trouble.... as now i am at PS best ... it is so much better... working with better peoples lead everyday a better 1... no dragging to work ... atleast happy working.... =)

So far school was quite nice =) most things go smoothly ... the only thing is ... start feeling missing my gal more... we are really sloting out every min we can for each other... cause both of us are busy working toward our better furture... how we misses the days we have so much funs together... now we will treasure every moments we have for each other... (i know my baobei thinks the same)

I LOVE YOU GIRL.... Cant wait for our next fun outing day le :* my girlgirl day hees =)

dad fall sick

2009-09-01T12:19:00.000-07:00

Last night, having my very first lesson and it was maths... omg i have lost touch of those for so long le... after lesson i went home with some homework and just 11 questions i did, it takes me an hour plus... but at least i slowly pick them up =)... slept around 2am (31/08/09) but i really enjoyed my day, the kind of back-to-school days feeling =) (can't wait for my next lesson le )...

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woke up this morning around 9am and went to have my shower (as i have office meeting today).
after shower the next thing that happen was my dad telling me that he is in great pain and he told me he wanted to visit the doctor.

Dad: my tummy side was so pain, i need to see the doctor (dad's face in great pain and pale)

Me: ok, i bring you go doctor. which doctor you want to go? bedok polyclinic? Changi hospital?

Dad: i cant take it le. go Eastshore hospital.

Me: okies, i drive you there. (so worry in heart)

and here we go and i drove dad there and reach around 10am.

he drop off and went in as i parked the car.
after i went in and he was still in great pain.
he said that he had seen the doctor and doctor ask him to do a urine test.
but he just can't pass out and still in great pain (for at least an hour)

after that, he was given a jab to stop the pain (doctor suspect he got stones)
and had a rest ... as dad had his rest (11.15am), i rushed down to TPY (office) to submit my stuff as i did not attend the meeting... (boss quite understanding/ lucky me)
after that, i rushed home to fetch my mum for meeting then fetch her to the hospital where my dad was...
reach at (1.20pm) by then just have my meal ( driving, worrying and rushing).. the feeling was bad... after that we accompany dad to wait for his result, till 3pm+... lucky not something serious as report stated... then he was refer to another doctor for other check up ...
done check up around 3pm near 4pm... as dad can drive, so he drove back home...

reach home around 4pm+ ( tired, shower again, chat with galgal and fall into sleep )
and that half of the day...

dad was tired too and he fall asleep... (at least dad is fine and i was at ease)

night (6.30pm)
woke up... out with dad, send mum to work and we head for dinner.
after dinner, meet gal awhile before she start work (because i miss her)
follow by heading to NTUC with dad and home around 10.20pm...
that for the day with worried, tired but a real good experience... dad feels better at last... (01/09/09)

Drive

2009-08-26T23:59:00.000-07:00

After long time of not really driving ... tonite i drove out to fetch my mum in my dad lorry due to seeing my dad not feeling well ... i won't bare to see him feeling unwell ... although i am quite lazy to drive but i think my dad need more rest that why i took over his job of fetching mum home for the night... quite gladful my dad can rest more ... =)

I always though my driving is not bad le... since i have quite afew class ... but i was wrong... after driving today... i feel my driving is quite poor, my parking is really poor... i totally lost the feel of driving le ... but i sure learn for my mistake de... [ my parking always Suck ...haiss =( ] and will learn to be a better driver and a safer driver de...

atleast i still drive safely home la...

17/08/09

2009-08-17T00:25:00.000-07:00

Ermmmm... let talk about life 1st...

Life now days is really, erm should put it is a sense that is tough... working super hard just to earn some living... with the same kind of working hours but ending with a sucky pay, different of half from the past... past was just about half year away...but lucky there still some light and colours in life ... just durling off days =)

which was having some outing and funs with my beloved gal... she is the one who keep me moving forward with all those hard days ahead... and also not forgetting my weeky moments of family day with my family members... with all of them by my side, life is atleast meaningful ... ( i believe i will pull thru those tough days and thank to all important peoples in my life, i loves all of you )

and my life also follow with afew friendship issuse which comes one after another... but what to do... that life, hopefully i still have true friends who does not mind for who i am... i will really be gladfully =)...

and some colours in life to share too...
ermmm... haha i am so happy my family and my galgal all can click so well... =) having days my dad sending my loving gal home from work, and also sakura family trip the last round and also tonites our family dinner at vivo city steamboat ... haha ....

couple time and update will be...
our last outing was just a sweets one, start of from Cathay B1 "ru ben chun" this time round due to crowd the serving was abit slow so we din really enjoy ourself but overall the foods was still okies ... then after that we went for our second 3D movies (UP) haha... should said that the movies was quite nice... the story line was written in a sense that is just touching where this old man will just complete the dream for his beloved wife... =) haha should not too much... go watch it ba =)....

to my dear reader... stay tune for my next up... this post shall end end here... =) this is just alittle short life story, enjoy reading =) Counting down 2 more days to our 21mth Anni le =)

Polo T

2009-08-04T22:53:00.000-07:00

Yuppy finally we gotten our veri 1st Couple T le.... After so long of waiting and finding ... we got ourself a pair of Green Polo T from EVERLAST... =) at Vivo ...

aug

2009-08-01T23:50:00.000-07:00

It had been a long long time since last posting...

the lastest topics in my and my baobei is "FOODS"
haha trying more xiao long bao which bao xiao long
Spicy Steamboat with all my fav cook meat... yumyum
More to the way...

Next looking for more funs activities to plan on, saving for future, plan for future... etc...
looing in to couple T, Everlast Green polo in mind... sure will get it de...

and also lastly was working at Bishan J8, this end of the month starting school le...
was so happy finally going back study le... and also class 4 on the way...

more updates coming up... cheers... =)

Tight plans

2009-06-29T14:26:00.000-07:00

What a busy tight 2week Plans, and so many birthdays to attent... all started form Mon(22/06) till Sat(04/07) ... there are so many June and July Baby around =) HEREBY WISHES ALL JUNE AND JULY BABY HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MAY ALL YOURS WISHES AND DREAMS COME TURE =), (22/06)Alan TCS, (26/06)Alan Chew, (28/06)Yongjie-June-David, Follow by the next 2 on coming (04/07)YenLing-Lingyee...

Btw now working le... but a good timing daily (10.30am-6.30pm) hahas.... that mean i got more time to acompany my lovely girl le... =)

Yesterday was a good outing for Yongjie 21st Birthday, 1st stop Mind Cafes, haha great games there... 2nd Stop TM Transformer 2 ... what a great show.... nice... next was Blowing and funland at ECP... last was a surprise 21pax dinner for yongjie 21st birthday...

and ending the day with a good piggly sleep (that really tired after so many days of waking up early)...

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Next Sat(04/07) is another Busy day for me le... early in the morning class 4 prac then follow by TP for that (haha) then 2 birthday to attent...

waiting for my good news for lics add in hahaha...

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thank to you for reading =)

01/06

2009-06-01T01:00:00.000-07:00

haha... finally i post again...

1st time having break1st before work with my lovely girl. yup see her so happy i also feel very happy. we had our break1st at chinatown point this morning at Mac, then we head to work. haha and end my day seeing my lovely again after work.... how great is it to start off my day before work seeing her and end the day after work seeing her again... how sweet right =) heess..

no matter if i am start work again le or going to study... i will still sort out my time for my girlgirl de... cus she is part of my life =) even a day with 24hr is not enough... how i hope to see her every min, every sec... Loving her is what i shld do... and taking care of each other till we are old and still be as lovely... as love for her will nv change....

I love u my girlgirl for life.... =*

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yup once again happy birthday to Alan MSF...
anything need listening ear can try to reach me, take care...

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JAYWALKRAY LOVE NAUTHGY MONKEY...

Lucky

2009-05-01T23:36:00.000-07:00

it had been long since i last post....

that because i quite lazy to log in as well... haha

anyway i also dunno what to post...

haha

but what i want to share is that...

i really have a lovely galgal... alway be there for me... i love her so much too....
and our love is really so deep =) i am so happy ... so blessful... and so loves....

lately, i had join a company which i dunno it can work our and earn good income for my daily life and future... but i really hope and truth that will work out.... (i will give myself a month to try out, working hard in the company...)

guess my luck is slowly rising le =)
i had many family day today....
we when to singapore flyer.....
they having some FM program at there....
so they are selling the tickets for a pair for $30.50
and having goodies and lucky draw....
Prizes inclues 10 Fan, 10 Bread tooster, 9 Cam, 20 pair sg flyer ticket
and also 15 air ticket to perth....

Guess how lucky me and sis was.... we each won a air ticket each which might cost up
to a total of $1000+ i think.....

that 1 bigger prize i won in life .... haha.... i belive more to go in future.... =)

haha.... may every1 be lucky too .... Cheer =)

I love my lovely gal for life.... muackss

Long Post

2009-04-22T00:36:00.000-07:00

Hihi... so long nv post le... btw... shld b posting right after my 21 birthday but abit lazy so i drag till now...

my birthday celebation was a memorising 1... one best birthdays i ever had... had my dream come true which is having my dearest galgal to spent every single moment of my birthday together with mi... thats, one great and lovely thing in life i would have... having all funs.. wakeing up n going shopping for breakfirst, doing things together... simple things yet so sweets... having her beens my best lady host helping mi made my birthday a great one...she was helping mi with all the bbq foods and i told to rest and she insiz not too ... so heart pain lor... having her standing there so hot... without her, days will be different... I LOVE U For life my girl... Muacksss....

and not forget my few groups of bros.... Gy and group.. Weizun and gang... kenneth and gang... max, Sec group, ITE Group, working friends and all who turn up.... thank you guys.... without you guys it will not complete my celebation... once again... thank guys.....

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so happy mi and galgal had spent so long together le (16mth + )and been thru so much thick n thin le... i promise that she will be my last girl i ever love....and we will be so sweets and lovely for life... sharing each other problems, happiness and sorrow.... and guess wat... we had happily spent 17 days strght together and that is one of the best moments, filling with sweetest memories we ever had.... having so much funs.... and now really missing the days ...

Today i was so bored and was missing my lovely gal so much, hoping that she will appear suddenly infront of mi .... after having my lunch alone, on my way back to work ... she really appear at that moment i dunno how to re-act... but in my heart i was really happy and gladful ... mind thinking so happy, she was here to brighten my day.... that took mi by suprise in heart... after that we go walk around ... and back to work and she there to acompany at work although its just afew then she head home i was so content le... in heart i would'nt bare to see her leave... but i think it in a way, atleast i got to hug and have the sweets kiss from her... that made mi feel better =) and i ready so content.... so happy to see her and baby monkey.... I love u girl... thank for the suprise.... boi really content le and love it...

I LOVE MY GIRL..... MUACKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS......

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Girl tml start working le... no worry your boiboi will sure arrange time for my lovely galgal de.... i will keep missing you cos i need u 24/7 .... girl we shall work hard together and we can build a lovely future together as lovely as you n I...... with you by mi everythings will be smooths... we sure can arrange and make almost everydays de no worry.... I Love you.... must take care at work while boiboi not by you wor.... and boi will not stop missing you de....

Boi, with Love
JayWalkRay

21

2009-04-03T00:38:00.000-07:00

My birthday is ahead =) counting down 4 days... turning 21 le... grown up le =)

Thank my lovely galgal for being by my side for 15mth + le =) we are always so lovely...

I promise i will love u till my very end... i want to grow old with u... having white hair together... =) we will be so lovely all the way... nothing can and will stop us... ANNA, WEIHAO LOVE U...

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To my all close friends/ bros at Mustaffa... I knw i am/ most likely leaving this place that we work, we play, we enjoy and had fun together... i really had fun working with you guys... you guys are really so fun loving... thanks for all the care and day there...

I dun knw if many will miss me... but i will miss u guys.. keeping all happy moments and fun memories we use to have... no worry we will still have time to have coffee together de... dun who miss me hope u guys dun be to sad... =) cheer... cheer... cheer...

Esply thanks Don, Alan, Ah pui and the rest... hope you guys continue to have fun and joy working... take care all...

Onces again, Thanks you Guys for the days...
By, Ray Chua

2009-02-20T20:25:00.000-08:00

Long time had not been adding new post le... sort of busy those while...

So happy mi and my galgal have been together for 15mths and 1day le... we have been so lovely all the while... we went many places together... such as zoo, many movies, cycling, fishing, prawn fishing, ice-skating and even more... and more to go... =) ... i want to tell the whole world i LOVE MY Galgal ANNA sooooooooooooooo much....

Yup and here... i got a little joke to share... few days ago i was down with a little flu, sore thoart and alittle heatly... then i still went to work... went my college saw me he acompany mi to visit the doctor... but then the 1st clinic was not open yet... then he told mi no worri, 2 road down the street there is another... then we went in... the clinic name was.... " DSC CLINIC " ... then stupidly we went to the counter the staff ask...

Staff : Is this your 1st time here?
Me : Yes
Staff : then is there any refer for doctor?
Me : No (then i was thinking, why should there be any?)
Staff : Ok, then i need a $40 deposit.
Me : Ok (then i was thinking, why see doctor need desposit ? but i just give.)

then staff pass me a boscher... without reading it i pass to my college.
then we take a sit.
then there is like many poster on HIV
.......
then we wait for half hours

then my friend ask...

Frz : Wa, here like got trend of blood test and urine test wor...
Me : Yalor, i dont mind if they have free check up.

then is my turn to go in le.
I went in, i saw the doctor fixing the cpu.
then he ask...

Doc : You are weihao right.
Me : Yes.
Doc : wh, wat happen to you?
Me : this morning wake up abit giddy abit soft then keep having cold sweat.

Doctor was like shock... and ask...

Doc : WHERE SOFT?
Me : Body soft and cold sweat.
Doc : then your lower part of ur body ok ma.

I was like... ermm... wth...

Me : No la... my lower part is ok...
Doc : then why u are here for?
Me : doctor, morning i wake up abit giddy, body abit soft and cold sweat!!!
Doc : then you know you are here for what?
Me : Doctor, i was sick that why i was here...
Doc : then your lower part will itchy or pain anot?
Me : No...
Doc : then you come the wrong place le.
Me : then Doctor... what is here for???
Doc : Here is for Sexaully liness... Nevermind i will ask my staff to return you your deposit.
Me : Ok

I was like -_-"ll

When i walk out of the room.. i was so paiseh ... i told my friend wth lor... i sick le still disturb mi...
then he said ... what disturb u... then i tell him... he laugh like hell...

1 year anni

2008-11-20T16:00:00.000-08:00

A wonderful day i had spent with my lovely galgal ytd=) is our 1yr anniversary so happy to have my galgal =P... ytd i rent a car out to celebate our 1yr anniversary. plan is to rent a Suzuki swift but end up with an Honda Fit 08 but still not bad =) plan carry on, 1st we when lido to catch a movies.. then i got her a sunflower =) that her fav =)

After the show we when to Bugis for neoprint and some coffee and food ... my 1st time go to TCC ... not bad the foods and coffee there is really great and also because my lovely galgal by mi =p .... we went into a gift shop my galgal got mi a penguin soft toy (haha so happy de lor) hees that what i alway wanted =p (opp =x , sori i sound like a big kid..haha) thank you my lovely galgal =D.

then plan carry on =)we went to Ps to collect our couple ring that we had choose together which we had aim-ed so long for it...thereafter we when to Giraffe which is opp PS ... which my had galgal alway want to go =) we went there, the place is like no1 there lor haha just mi and my galgal =D so romancetic hees ... a waited awhile no1 came to serve us as well ... till around 10-15min.... then we order some foods, the foods there taste great esp the fish yummy =) just that the chicken is abit hard...haha we enjoy feeding each other =) and i promise my galgal, i will bring her there again de.. and i will de =) ... after meal we went kallang to relax awhile...

the day was so diff =) really woderful, haha lucky we are in car... if not rainning will not be so nice le =)... went i see my galgal smile and enjoy the day... boiboi also veri happy le =) i had enjoy our day too...

To my Gal,
I will love you till our very end, till we both cover with white hair de... thank you for coming to my life, bring joy, care, happiness and your tender Love ... we had had pull throu thick and thin together for the past 1 yr ... then can make it for the 2nd, 3rd, 4th and till our veri end... no1 can stop us for loving each other so deeply ... Gal, I LOVE YOU...

Gal,
iloveyou.
muacks.

finally

2008-10-22T00:30:00.000-07:00

finally my bro GOH JUN WEI woke up le... but what he said, seem like he is still living in the past in his mind, somethings like i had promise your dad to go catch crab ytd tell him i will go with him de, tml i got duty i need to go, i need to do my part ... then like help mi go buy water leh, i want go toilet.... the worst thing is the unlcuky doctor got scolded by junwei.... was saying " ar go away, fuck off la ask another fucking doctor to come...(doctor ask :do u knw where u are) ... he reply yes... at geylang seria...(doctor ask: are u sure and he kont his head )... hope he will get but to normal and get well soon asap...

2 namely thing

2008-10-19T01:23:00.000-07:00

my 3 wishes at this moment...

1st, Gal i wishes you happy 11th monniversary ... sori for not having enough time to acompany u sometime but i want to say that every min and sec of our is a blessful, happy and joful moment have u by my side... thx my laopo for so much effort put in to our relationship to make it a great and long lasting 1... following down will b our 1yr anni le i am so happy and looking forward it... and we will sure have more anni coming on and on .... more fun and joy following on... in our future relationship and family .... Gal i want to tell u ... I LOVE U .... WEI HAO LOVE ANNA...

2nd, i wish and really hope my good buddy/brother Goh Jun Wei ... will recover soon really soon... we really miss the active side of him... we are so worri abt him... Goh Jun Wei u better recover... we want to see u back to normal... we will pray hard for you.... once brothers alway brothers...

3rd, i want to wish my familys, galgal, brothers, friends of mine to be peaceful and safe...

Love for Galgal

2008-10-05T23:35:00.000-07:00

Great, mi and my galgal have been together for 10mth + le.... I really feel so xin ku without seeing her ... missing her veri day have make my love for her deeper every day... my life is filled with colours and joy with her by my side... during this 10 mth + we really had pull thru thick and thin, sweet and joyful moments... and we promise no matter how tough the future will be, how far the road ahead we will stick together loving each other deeper each day =)

For my Gal/Laopo
Thank you for bringther my life up
Thank you for bringing in the colours into my life
Thank you for been at my side
Thank you for all those little things you made
Thank you for those care u had given
And Gal Thank you for Loving Boiboi so deep
I LOVE YOU =) MUACKSS

SHIT SHIT SHIT FOODS

2008-09-07T22:40:00.000-07:00

This my Day 4 working at Mustafa and aready had two time of bad exp. in foods le....

Day 3 Sat 06/09/2008

I eat Musala Toesaid Guess with i found in it!!!

after i ate haft of it, i found "A Curly black hair " in the potato... belive to be a "Pubic Hair"...
Shit man the i really Shit .... OMG that really spoilt the image of that food in my mind... and i will never want to eat that again !!!! ( I HATE that FEELING that the Worst I HAD)

Day 4
07/09/2008 (SUN)
This is what i got for lunch/dinner
i went out to eat around 5.30pm as there are quite alot of customer
then by the time i was out most of the food stall are close
by then i was looking for a Cheap Stall to eat
so i saw the shop by the name "RAJ"
There is alot of peoples so i thought i will sure be cheap and not bad
So i order the foods (as the pic shown above)

Item: Rice, A slice of Small Fish Around (4cm by 2.5cm and 0.5 cm thick)

Abit of Potato and an EGG...

GUESS the price .... i knw u will be thicking, haha at most $5.00 ( is very X le)

haha Answer is, they Charge me $7.00... my reaction was like
( WHAT??? only this u charge $7?) then he reply yes ...

What The Hell lor... ( hate been CON ) Please i am not a Cai Tou to chop lor....
this will be the 1st and last time i will go there to eat le....

i went back and ask my colleges they told me is imposible to be so X ... and told they will alway CON peoples on SUNDAY... really ANGRY.....

1 week of lovely moments

2008-08-23T01:45:00.000-07:00

this 1 whole week i had been spending happy and joyful moments with my lovely galgal =)
1 of my best week in life... athought we jus went shopping, movies ect as normal ... but those are aready great moments... as long as i can spend time with her... i am happy le =)

yup another great thing is i went to prac 3 le.... yup is also both the time i got my dearest galgal with mi then i pass de heeesss.... yup galgal i love u muAcks

this is our 9th mths and 4days le yup counting down to our 1year /365days =)

A moment of Fear

2008-08-17T20:00:00.000-07:00

Ytd i was chating with my galgal and we suddenly chat abt something we would not like to brought up... which is our pass... and we got alittle tiff after that ... at the moment i was so scare i will lose the person i love so much, the gal i love the most... my mind turn into blank ... i was so sad...

at nite i was keep thinking about the problem ... i nv had a gd slp ....

when morning i woke up i was so sad and still veri down... cus i dun want to lose my gal... i really love her so deep.... i will do anything i can for her... i dun mind to give up anything i can for her.... i simply loves her...

we talk thru msg she was so cold the moment, at that point of time i so in fear that i will lose her, she is so important in my life which i cant afford to lose her... this is the 1st time i was so in fear i will lose some1 important in my life, then i rush down to her house and waited by the stair for around 2 hour filpping thru all the sweet moments(photo) we had been thru together the more i think back my tear slowly flow dow... then i call david to chat and ask for help and i cried more.... i was so sad and really fear i would not see my gal again cus she nv reply mi ... i was so in fear to lose her.....

after i chat with David i recvice her msg, she said she was aslp jus now and jus woke up ... and she went out to see mi.... the moment i see her i brust out in tear more and even more without stopping... i am so happy to see her... she wipe my tear and lend mi her shouder to cry... but my tear really cant stop... i really dun want to lose her... and keep crying .... i promise her would i will love her then till de end ... i cried for quite some time .... she keep wipeing my tear, i keep crying more .... this is the wrost time ever i had cried....

GALGAL, your Silly boiboi really love u alot, i promise no matter happen what i will love U till the end ...

U are my 1 and only GalGal in my heart ... i will pull through thick and thin with u... I love you gal ... RAY CHUA WEI HAO LOVE ANNA HUANG Lxx Yxx.... thank you for coming into my life, for bringing mi hope in love...

Promise not to leave each other Okies

Lifes of June

2008-06-23T21:16:00.000-07:00

Having been weeks since i last post, cus abit lazy to even log in ... this 1 whole mth having many diff exp. the working California.F Gym for a week, the job scope although is simple but sucky. the moment step into office wat every1 do is stuck on phone call from 11am till 6pm sometime even till 9pm, even for some1 who likes chatting on phone will also have forbes with phone. so i quit.
After that keep searching for job.

During my 7th mth-nivasery that a really diff exp. normally we will go shopping and explore diff places to have fun... =) this time round we when fishing. She came to my hse then we when bedok to get some bait and line followed by WALKing to ECP with that heavy bag of mine. " that's tiring de lor and we both sweat like, as we just had our bath lor"
as we rch we find spot and start seting up everythings, everything was new to her as that was her 1st time fishing and was also a fruitful day ... she caught 5 fishes i manage to get 2. "not bad not bad"
at around 8.30pm went to fill up our hunger as our body fuel had run out...
after foods, we are back to full tank and is also time to move on... we walked to the near bus stop to take a ride back to bedok. from there we set off back home =)

And that end another great charpter of our great and sweet moments =)
I LOVES U ANNA HUANG =)

Lifes

2008-05-30T02:10:00.000-07:00

After Life of NS ... i feels that my time are really pack-up by working working & working!!! now when i think back ermm... NS life were not bad, gd working time but jus only suckly pay... how am i going to get a life which will not be pack-up by job... and gd pay??? due to work i somehow had lack out time with my family, my gal, buddys and friends... i use to have all close bonding with... sometime really think are all those worth it??? i still miss sch life... that the best days i can have ever... as time pass i shall seek for better job with good time+good pay so as to not regret what i had did in this life spend =)

Live Lifes with what U -Dreams
Live Lifes with what U -Can Do
Live Lifes with what U -Haves
Live Lifes with what -Will Happens
Live Lifes with what -Had Already Pass
Live Lifes with - NO REGRET

2008-04-29T23:15:00.000-07:00

Erm.... After so long had not post in.... let see how the life of his guy goes on after his ORD....

He got a job right after ORD ... join Philips as a sales personal ... omg after working in Philips for a mth ++ feeling so tried as he could not even see his off day or even feel it .... erm but 1 thing for sure is he finally gotten his driving license *(erm that a happy thing) but also alot of funny things happen he driving on road... haha like lorry backside bangging the wall, using the wrong gear on wrong speed, doing the hard way in diretion changing, doing a parking as all car wait for him hahaha and also doing parking for more that 6 move .....

and he also had something to said to his sweetheart *( sorry for not having enough time to acompany her because of his work /and also to family sorry for not enough time for family gathering too) =( really sori ...

he will be planing to be back to sch day next year =)

Haha

2008-04-16T11:35:00.000-07:00

Driving Down Down Down hahaha....Happy Happy Happy....

Long

2008-04-08T21:20:00.000-07:00

So long had not been posting on my blogs le...

dear sori i unable to keep u acompany often but i will alway love u de...
damn it Ytd i shld had pass my driving thank to a stupid bangala sash anyhow cross the road ... then i failed cus of him stupid de lor... i reall hated the feeling of failing so many time le... it was my 4th time failed le.... how sad i am really... i feel so moodless really.... i had aready change my driving test centre le ... to ubi CDC... driving really had mi so broke ..... btw i will b taking my test as soon as i can ....i really hope the next 1 is a nice pass .....

btw i had started working at Phillp le training at parkway... the peoples there are all veri nice but the sad thing is i will b changing to taka best le at 11 april....

haha gd thing is ORD le in jus 2days time i will be kissing my pink IC le that nice but this is when i going into the working lifes le....

Colate...

2008-02-28T10:45:00.000-08:00

Haha... Hi to all my blog reader =x hahaha.....it had really been long as i last update my blog....

Here Some recall those happys moment i had went through with my galgal =)

that was quite long time really fly since we had 1st met haha the cake smacking play hahaha till climbing the long stair at PS to feeding the fish in Cathay till today ermm how lovely Rite haha =)

The Story begain on 19/11/2007, Mi at Lido at there as i asked to Start the relationship haha... i was jus sitting beside her and i send an SMS to ask so hahaha (that time mayb was Shy ba kekeke). then our 1st BGR dated on 191107 i reviced a gift from my galgal and a card with deeps thou=), happy moment =)

one of de days as my galgal was down i send her a flower by surpise haha ( But shld be Sunflower then i brought the wrong type haha dasily haha but they really look alike)

Then, was my Galgal B.Day On 211207... I plan a B.Day Surpise for her end up late for half an hour haha Q-ing for royjoyce Cocolate and an Strawberry pie as a B.Day Cake my God i hide the Pie in my Bag for so call really afew hour =) the i went we to ViVoCity for dating keke after not long i went to the restroom to light up the Candle for the pie in the shopping mall =) went see the smile on my Galgal face atleast evrythings was so worth it =) ...

More like our Sentosa trip =), Alice's B.day at fish and Co. , Galgal came my hse to take care of mi when i my Sick =), Some Shoppings and movies trips=), haha Vans hse X-mas / Galgal B.Day Celebation =), My Mummy B.Day on 140208 the family trip =), our mth-nivasiry 191207-190109-190208, haha our 3rd mth-nivasiry/ belated V.Day Celebation ( Some little effort did to surpise my Galgal =))

Those are some of our happys monment in memory =) i am so happy to have my galgal =) Thank you my galgal =) more fun and happiness will be coming up =) Love u alway Muacks =)

Omg i going old le jus Next week i will be turning 20 le abit looking forward but also hope dun come so fast ermmm happy for B.Day Sad to Grow OLD....

Latest

2008-02-13T12:10:00.000-08:00

Omg this year new year so diff... and so fast pass le... yup to said hais, miss my galgal cus we seldom have time to see each other... cus her exam are near and she quite stress up in study and also her mum holding her too tigh... ( to my galgal no worry no matter what i will be there by ur side )

Yup yup ytd I had did a job deed feel so great... helping an old lady whom had fell to the hopital...

27 Jan 2008 (fighting against grem/ sick)

2008-01-27T03:09:00.000-08:00

hais hais hais, I had been fighting with the grems for 3days le.... omg so long nv fall sick le.... friday i woke up and found myself so so so cold ... then when to bedok polyclinic to pay the doctor a visit haha shld said to find the doctor for cure... lucky it was quite fast only took around 1 hr ++ then i went home without eating .... mygod this this round the doctor given mi even more medicine and even stronger ... rch hm i took all the medicine then doze off le.... the medicine had made mi become jelly fish for atleast 2days....

On Sat my dear dear come to my hse to acompany and take care of mi =) haha medicine + love potion haha sick recover ever faster kekeke =) hais on Sat shld be planing to go to Ubin for a trip de hai ending up at my bed nua ..... but really thx my dear dear for been at my side =) < u =")">

Today as usual when out with my family cus as i had recover better.... but i keep running to toilet.... and i had misplace my handphone in there ..... then i when homw on the way.... this very kind uncle found my handphone and call to my mum hp as found in my calll list .... and we went back to recover my phone back.... really mus thx that kind uncle =)

This is what i alway have in mind =) when u are kind to people , kindness is what u will get back in return =)

2008-01-20T17:27:00.000-08:00

That long since i last blogs hahaha.... time had pass so fast ... today is my 2mth and 2 days with my sweetheart le heees.... during those days i really had alotof joy and care by my dear dear =) thx u so much to be by mi and been so understanding =) and i love the gift hees =).....

haha finally i going o break up with NS NS NS soon wahahahahaha so happy..... my understudy will be coming in and taking over this shit and boring job this friday hahaha.... freedom here i come....... =D

really going into the real world le.... cant be playing all de time le.....need to find a job soon.... omg and i turning 20 soon, old le old le.....

and one thing i really really mus learn hard to work out how to pass the stupid TP test le..... omg is so long lor..... April shit man..... i really hate the feeling ..... and the stupid person who said to change the date for mi and end up puting mi plane.......

New year is coming mi at here wishes every1 who is reading this blogs now an early HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR =)..... better days will be ahead.....

Sians x 3

2008-01-08T23:19:00.000-08:00

OMG i am really down this time round lor.... TP failed 3rd time le.... y cant i jus get done and over with.... this time round i am really not happy with the out come by the stupid tester..... this i the 2nd time i get this killer tester..... by the name of STUPID "SONG'..... wth lor rainning I driving at a speed of 40Km/hr + 50km/hr he said tooo slow..... then tell there is 1 highway i by by which speed limit is 90km/hr.... then what he trying to hints..... isit to driving 90km/hr even is rainning..... wth lor..... the wat "drift" ??? wtf really cant take it lor...... too rash also failed the damn safety also failed???? y am i so unlucky??????? i jus feel so like giving up lor..... hais.... i m veri sains veri tired of TP.. TP.. TP.. le......

To my dear mus take care wor ..... no worry u can do it for ur test de .... I love u....

Chalet

2007-12-30T17:00:00.000-08:00

It had been a week plus since i last post... during the week many things was on.... like from Mon to Thurs, i was at the chalet many joyful memory and also boring memory.... for the 1st day it was really fun... the chalet was like pack up with pple friends of friends and we had so much fun when counting dwn for x-mas... guess what, when the time rch 1200pm sharp... the water balloons start flying around and even other chalet pples play along with spry.....and we start drinking and all was like drunk lor.... many perform Merlion hahaha i am one of those la hahahaha...... the feeling really sux..... following day still arite small grp of pples came.....and my dear dear came too..... but i guess it was really bored for her cus many was jus too navie to click wif her ba.... so mi and my dear dear go for a walk by sea side.... that atleast nicer..... jus mi and her, listening to the wave and the cooling wind =)...... and she gave mi a *LoveBite.... and i dun even knw it..... hahaha......

But after the 1st 2 days it was so boring le......day3 mi, K, CH we went to Escape and guess wat all was abt Q-ing de lor... Go-kart 2hr of Q.... and we was like in there for 3hr + 4 hr and only plaed 3 ride...... how bored was that manz..........

I went home on day 4 nite cus i really need rest for the following driving lesson..... but the stupid things was though out the chalet, things which need to buy was not there but things which not needed was there (e.g. Beef??? alot of Sweetcorn???)(then no Sotong OMG )stupid rite hahaha....

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Last nite was quite fun too so long nv went out with Jie, Ming and Zun.... haha Zun drive us too quite many places .... we went to lao pa sa to eat at around 9+ then marina and east coast.... quite enjoy .... and cuz really nv hang out together after Sec.Sch day......

My 1 Mth Anni wif my dear dear...

2007-12-19T02:04:00.000-08:00

OMG... I was like plan everything in adv and i still late to mit my dear dear for sob sob....

Really Sori dear dear had u waited so long.... I went out to bugis at 1.30pm rch ther around 2pm or 2PM+ to get the Apple Studder( Cake/Pie) after went to Suntec to get ROYCE chocolate for my dear dear to surprised her but end up Q-ing for the chocolate and been late .... when i rch i can see my dear dear is like so piss le.... after that i pass her the present and chocolate ..... then we when shopping ..... while after an hr or 2hr of shopping i said to go to the toilet to like up the (Pie/Cake) then i went in .... the stupid ligther at that time was not working and spoit..... and not much pple around .... lucky i saw the bangalah cleaner and he had a lighter..... i borrowed and went out to give my dear dear a surprise.... she seem abit shock and speakless for awhile .....while looking at her sweet smile really had mi feeling so good.... see her happy and cheer up all the effort put in to make a her birthday and our 1 Mth anni is really worth it....=)

Then, we went for movies at Cathay the show (Alvin and the Chipmunks) was really nice and cute de lor..... after show we went to mit XW, Jess and later XW sis come along.... we slack for awhile and my dear and xw went back .... for mi i proceed to mit kenneth and group for a while the i went home b4 the last bus end..... rch hm at 1245 am......

Today was really a great and happy dear for mi and my dear ^^..... alway Love U my dear dear =)

16/12/2007

2007-12-16T01:20:00.000-08:00

Haaa.... wa ytd (15/12/2007) I finally mit my galgal.... after a 6 days... my god is long de lor.... we went to AMK HUB with her frens alice and group ..... we went to Fish & Co. My god the Fish and chip is Big share de lor..... till all cant really finish...... hahah the best part was alice standing on the chair when the staff there and all singing her birthday song .... hahaha but it was a nice 1 lor ..... after that i went to mit kenneth and group.... omg we are like big kids lor.... we all found a trolly ... we play from PS all de way to Taka.... all they each take turn to sit on it then 1 pushing it.... then we went back around 2.30am .... rch home was like so tired le..... slp around 4am+.......

(16/12/2007) today i woke up at 1pm+ after that go for my driving lesson at 4pm..... today my driving was like so poor lor.... at the start i mistaken the paddel & mix them up.... wahahaha lucky my driving lect dunno hahaha thou too dark so i step wrong then on the light for mi hahaha lols.... after that quite ok le.... hahaha.... after my driving lesson i went to my fren hse, his baby full moon is cute de lor...... hahaha then i went home around 1230 from his hse.....

13/12/2007

2007-12-13T23:43:00.000-08:00

Have been many days nv mit my Sweetheart le... miss her so much.... finally tml going to find her le ... is like happy de lor.... hahaha... now day she is really busy de lor and finally haha next week she start her holiday le that mean more time to meet her le =)....

haha today when out with my dad to get our winning voucher from audio house hahaha .... we are so lucky de lor ... manage to win.... which was like 1 out of 10 the chances.... with the voucher my dad bought a Digi Cam... mi and my sis each a Zen Stone MP3.... haha so call our adv X-Mas present.... but still nid top up around 60 buck ba... but we feel is worth it.... haha Friends out there.... U might want to go try ur Luck at "Audio House" Buy the things there and stand chances to win up to 60% rebate of Voucher ...... haha.... just like my family just brought a TV set and we nv though we will win hahaha but we did.... wahahahaha......I am like doing promoting for them hahhahaas......

haha i think i shall end here ba.....=) keep tunning in to my channel..... hahahaha.....

2 Day of MC...

2007-12-11T15:15:00.000-08:00

Ytd i when to TTSH to see doctor at 11am... after working halfway ...

The doctor given mi two day Mc and really alot of medicine... is really alot de lor....somemore is so strong after eat not long will sure dose off de... so i had been rotting on bed all the while ....

Even lazy to go out eat.... feel sleepy all the time... i hate to b sick man... it really sux....

There goes again, afew day nv mit my dear dear really miss her de lor.... but soon will .... she is quite bust this few day but..... see her so tired n not enough rest really worry mi .... *(So dear dear mus rest more ok=) )

Family day 09/12/07

2007-12-09T22:12:00.000-08:00

Today having my family as usual sunday=) ... mi and my family when to Vivo city... for some shopping...haha that de best part... Mi n my sis when missing for around 4 to 5hr... on our shopping leaving and parent on their "lovely date" hahahaha...

after that my dad was like saying " u 2 when missing so many hr without get the items..." hahaha.....

after that we when to have dinner together till 9pm + then..... haha finally on our way home...

but that was a great family dayla haha ... going all the diff places every Sunday.... that call the family bond hahaha .... great rite hahaha...

08/12/2007

2007-12-09T03:10:00.000-08:00

Haha... Omg today having really a great day out man.... mi and my dear shop around Bugis / Suntec, Msq play and eat all de way lor while waiting for Gy, Vas, Jw, Xw and Wx... till 6.30pm...

After that around 7pm we start to look for place to eat... ending up in YUKI YAKI... we and and play with ice-cream... haha so many stupid thing we do lor...

After foods we left there around 11pm+ the when over to take Bus/Mrt haha even on the way there we can play like hell lor... all the stupid command all come out... then dear & Xw when back 1st... because my dear the following day working morning shift... mi so sad dear dear everytime not enough sleep... ( Dear mus rest more okies *Muacks )

end up the guys slack till 2am + then go home lor... Omg is tired de lor...

But really enjoy the day lor and all the happy moment with my dear......

My Art Work

2007-12-06T21:10:00.000-08:00

haha my Art Work did on Tues and Wed...

Nice rite...hahaha

JayWalkRay

2007-12-06T19:52:00.000-08:00

OMG today was like a tired and busy day for me man... haha counting down to gain my freedom back le ... Next mth when my replacement come in haha i can slack le... just another 4mth to go ....hahah ORD mood...

Hais, i had not meet my galgal for last 5 days le... really miss her so much... ermm finally tml i am going to mit her le... *Great .... =)... she will be working tml till 8pm...

I hope my galgal pass her exam with flying colours...

and sori to those friends who i have nt inform the i had start a new blog =)...
feel free to drop by =)

yupp... Shld end here le ba... =)

Hahas

2007-12-04T09:20:00.000-08:00

Ermm.....

1st Must thank my dear for setting up my blog=) and alway there with mi ^^...
she had spent quite afew Hrs add in all the Blog skin, textbox etc...

ya and really quite tired this two days... haha i had complete an art work on my wall... haha feel so good after looking at the whole picture with colours ^^... it take mi 2days which is around 10hrs+ ... hahas my very 1st art work on my own room wall....

ermm... shall i just stop here 1st??? hahas... keep tuning in hahahas...

About JayWalkRay

2007-12-03T09:52:00.000-08:00

Hi,

Erm... where should I start??? Haha, let start here Erm.... Long long time ago this Stupid Joker was Born ... Ermmm... haha... Bored... Simply this Guy Is a Joker/ Lamer... Likes doing stupid things hahas.... Likes Cooking ^^ ... Crazy about Shopping... so had aready waste alot on shopping but hahas feel is worth it.... haha likes making new friends all around world if can ^^ ...

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